what did you think when you saw the far away stars
looking at you ?
you said that they'll give me hope and courage ..but it hurts
every time I try to grab them
they RUN AWAY
I chase them desperately but
not even once
I could touch one
YOU SAID they twinkle for me
YOU SAID they'll break these chains away how ?
IT HURTS ,
I TRY TO NOT LOOK
but your words come to my mind
IT TRULY HURTS ,
can't stop myself they're so far away, they look like LAUGHING down
me, even though I still adore
what should I think when I see the faraway stars looking at me?
am I happy...?.....you? happy? then why do you cry?
.....because of hope?
.....because of...fear?am I afraid of them?.....you afraid? then why do you look?
.....isn't it because you love them?
I DON'T WANT TO LOVE THEM...
.....BUT YOU ALWAYS CLING ONTO THEM.
.....inner dialogue... could be scary sometimes....