bye bye grandma...

My grandma died today.
We were told this possibility few days ago. The cause is thought to be metastasis.



I haven't met her since she was bought to a geriatrics center, about 1 year and something ago.

I
don't
realize
that
she
died
yet.

for me, she was long ago gone.

We suffered a bit while dealing with her Alzheimer at home.
She was a kind but "scared" person. She lived in a time our country was poor and corrupt, so her trauma kept on reminding her those unpleasant times.
But she was so warm.

There are many sweet memories I have with her.
the sweetest one is a walk in the park I had with her when I was 3 :
I asked her if the lake was deep and she replied "no!" just to make me feel safe.

Thank you grandma
for raising me with much care and love.

It might not have been the warmest farewell from me to you,

but I sincerely and dearly loved you.

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I'm sorry for late replies, I only seem to take longer now.

I'm okay.

But you know what guys? I love hugs!

Can I.....have a hug?